|
|
Thursday, October 14th, 2004
|
| Subject: | ehh |
| Time: | 4:01 pm. |
| Mood: | uncomfortable. | | Music: | jimmy eat world. |
|
so schools not going so bad. interims are already posted and i have all A's aside from physics. i'm fine with that though. i'm doing better than i thought i would. i also thought work would be harder for some reason, but i'm still managing to get away with doing practically nothing in all of my classes. although all it's doing is making me lazier when real work actually comes along. oh well, i'll manage.
homecoming is next week. it's almost over so that's good. i haven't been able to get to many of these flower/skirt parties in the past week. i've managed to be busy for some reason. but i should be at the rest. i feel like i haven't done enough lately for all of that so i should probably try to change that. i hope when it comes to putting people in the games, it doesn't get as hectic as i think it will.
so i got a haircut. and i hate getting haircuts, but i don't mind this one too much. it should be back to my liking in a week or so. and kelly dyed her hair. and i like it, maybe even more than before.
anddd yeah i'm pretty tired. and hungry.
|
|
Thursday, August 26th, 2004
|
|
|
|
real ultimate power. by robert hamburger. amazing, and all about ninjas. buy it.
|
|
Thursday, August 19th, 2004
|
|
|
ltc tomorrow until sunday. birthday monday. yeah. yeah!
KELLY! <3
|
|
Sunday, August 15th, 2004
|
|
|
i don't like these things. but we all get bored.
seventeen<3
|
|
|
|
yeah i guess i don't really do this anymore. oh well. i will here and there. i'm done working so that's good. but now i won't have money. so now i'm looking for a job again. and i take my driver's test next week. hopefully i pass. it's getting a little annoying, not having it. it's a big inconvenience. so yeah that's about it.
|
|
|
sooo!!!! the junior prom was on friday and i had such a blast! kelly was such a fun daNCer and im glad i startted to dance at the end. i had A CORAl shirt to match kelly's dress. she looked like a boy but oh well. she is fat too. saturday i helped kelly clean her car and i liked it when she splashed me with w ater it was cutee. she is faT. YESTERDay i did nothing. i tLKED to kelly on the phpone thouhg. we talked about how i shaved my ballss yesterdaY. THE END...
---i love yOU ALL jOEEEyy BABAYY <333
|
|
|
this is just a feeling, but i think i'll be done with this journal sometime in the near future. i'll probably write a few more times before that though. i guess we'll see.
spring break was alright i guess. practice everyday wasn't the best thing, especially considering the fact that i'm used to not having anything like that to do everyday over some sort of break. but it wasn't bad. i managed to stay out of my house pretty much everyday, so that's good. it was pretty nice, so i'm looking forward to summer. i hope it stays this nice out.
lacrosse is going pretty good, spite the fact that we aren't very good at all. practices have been fine and i haven't really complained about any of it. maybe we'll win one soon.
school was unexpectedly easy today, and it seemed like there wasn't one part of the day where i had to try to pay attention. it would be nice if the rest of the year were like that, but that won't be happening. i wish i could get away with that all the time.
|
|
Tuesday, March 16th, 2004
|
| Subject: | 12 |
| Time: | 7:09 pm. |
| Mood: | happy. | | Music: | train hopping in dixieland. |
|
mondayy: one year, and it was lovely. we went to dinner the night before and i'm still looking for my gift to kelly since the one we were going to get was sold already. oh well, we'll find one. things just keep getting better.
lacrosse started and it's not too bad. the running is getting a little easier. i'm not sure when our first scrimmage is but our first game is april 5. hopefully we're ready.
|
|
Sunday, February 15th, 2004
|
|
|
so i went to the dance friday. that was interesting. then we went to david's, and then back to sarah's where my mom was waiting so that's where my night ended.
valentine's day was great. i was hoping kelly would surprise me with dinner there instead of going out, but i didn't want to get my hopes up. but she ended up doing that, so i liked that a lot. and i loved my gifts. and i loved the reaction i got from her after giving her her gifts. then we watched scarface and ate ice cream. that was nice too. then we went to sarah's, where we met sarah, kelly s., mary, and david. that was fun while it lasted, but i had to leave with kelly s. and mary at 11. it was still fun and a lovely valentine's day. thank you.
so i'm pretty annoyed at my mom cause i found out she told my sister something that happened involving me that she really didn't need to tell her. she said she told her because due to what happened, my sister had to get picked up early and wanted to know why. i don't know, i think it's dumb but that's alright i guess. she's kept her mouth shut besides telling my sister.
pretty soon i'm heading to jeremy's. i'm not really sure what we're gonna do but it'll be cool. and hopefully i get to see a chem book tomorrow to study for a little.
that's good. byee
|
|
Sunday, February 8th, 2004
|
| Subject: | kids |
| Time: | 8:40 pm. |
| Mood: | content. | | Music: | things just getting good. |
|
so it turns out that i was allowed to go last night. the plans were to go see drew at the troc with kelly and courtney. so i met them and we drove to the train station, where we took the train. so we get there, and realize drew has to find a ride home and we have to leave early. wer only saw him once but they weren't bad. so after almost missing it, we got the last train. then a call from drew saying he couldn't come, followed by a call from drew saying he could come. so while waiting for him, we went to mcdonalds, where we saw doreen, and she is big. then we went to colleen's and that was amusing.
so drew finally came around 1. we just hung out at kelly's. it was fun. it was a very interesting night.
i amuse myself when i get pissed at people i dislike. i think i say some pretty weird/harsh stuff. but it's funny to me. and it was very much a part of my weekend.
|
|
Thursday, February 5th, 2004
|
|
|
i got my report card, and i'm kind of pissed about it. i thought i would do somewhat better, but i was obviously wrong. and i'm hoping my french grade is wrong. i had an A, but my report says i have a B. and hopefully she finds the work i handed in that she doesn't have. she's too unorganized, and it's definitely not doing me any good. oh well.
winter sucks. the snow's been on the ground too long, it's too icy, and it's too cold. i want it to be nice. i want it to be comfortable. i want to be comfortable, and i'm not, for the most part at least. i'm getting bothered by everything and everyone, although everyone's turning into an ass, so that definitely effects it. it's actually kind of funny, but ridiculous at the same time, as well as sad. this weekend should help out though. it'll be fun, and most likely interesting.
i think i'll go.
|
|
Sunday, February 1st, 2004
|
|
|
yeah i wouildn't say it was all that accurate. slightly, though.
|
|
Saturday, January 31st, 2004
|
|
|
i got all my midterm grades back, and i ended up doing a lot better that i would have thought. I got an A on chemistry, english, algebra, and religion. I got a C in history, but i don't mind that. i'm used to it by now. and i got a C on french too, which kind of sucks because that, plus my 97 average from quarter 1, and my 102 average for the second quarter only comes out to be a 91, and just under an A. hopefully she helps me out a little. i think i deserve it.
i'm definitely done with my attempts at talking to people that i don't really talk to anymore. i'm not really sure why i even bother. it's seemed to help with maybe one person, but i'm probably wrong. and since i'm starting to dislike some of them, i guess i'll just have to let that happen.
so i went to brendan's last night. i had a good time. luckily, i went into the night knowing that i was going to throw up, because if it was an unexpected puke, i would have been kind of mad i think. but i had enough time to not care before it ended up happening so it was okay. plus, since i usually just stick to beer, and i was going to be drinking jack, i didn't expect the night to go smoothly the whole time. still a fun night.
it looks like i'm going to the mall with genna tomorrow to look for a few things. i'm looking forward to that because i definitely need to find something. and afterwards, i think we're going back to her house with kelly, maybe rob, and maybe sarah to watch the game. i want carolina to win, but i don't think i'll pay that much attention to the game. i don't know, i think i'm looking more forward to the food.
|
|
Wednesday, January 28th, 2004
|
|
|
so we didn't have school today. i was hoping we wouldn't so i was happy about it. i spent the day at kelly's. it was nice.
too many things about too many people bother me. it's kind of weird. there's really only a few people that i don't mind anymore. it isn't really my fault, but i still think i should try to care even less than i already do about the things that bother me that other people do, no matter how ridiculous they may be. and i should care even less due to the fact that i'm so spontaneous with who i like and dislike. it changes too quickly. but there's still going to be things about people that i dislike or think are pretty stupid, only because they don't make much sense, or because they're assholes, or because they're just stupid. but i'll work on it, but not with phill.
so drew gets his lisence next week so me, him, kelly, and courtney are hanging out sometime soon. that should be an interesting night. yeah, definitely.
oooh jessica is on.
|
|
Monday, January 26th, 2004
|
| Subject: | baldy |
| Time: | 5:32 pm. |
| Mood: | lonely. | | Music: | incubus-megalomaniac. |
|
exams are over. i did pretty good overall i guess. my lowest was a C in history, which is what i was expecting. french should be around a B. and i think i ended up getting A's on the rest. i'm not sure how, but i'm happy with it so i'll leave it alone.
i went to the shore over the weekend with kelly, genna, and sarah. we went out to dinner, and the food was really good. i beat genna at air hockey pretty fast. and then learned how bad sarah is at pool. we watched home alone and that movie is a lot funnier than i remember. then kelly and sarah cheated at mad gab to win. and then i forget the rest of the night. sunday, sarah and genna wanted to swim in the ocean. then they didn't. we went to a chinese buffet for lunch, where soda man spit on my cup. oh well. it was fun.
me and kelly have yet to see steve in wendy's, and we go a lot. where are you, steve?
so there wasn't any school today, and i was happy about that. i don't really want it tommorow or wednesday either, but i think i can only depend on wednesday. oh well.
i get a chicken cutlet sandwich tomorrow. i'm excited.
|
|
Thursday, January 15th, 2004
|
| Subject: | ten |
| Time: | 2:39 pm. |
| Mood: | crappy. | | Music: | on legendary. |
|
i can't say i'm glad about the fact that we dont have school today. after thinking about it, i was ready for the exams i would have taken today, so it kind of sucks that i have to wait to get them over with. i don't really understand why we have off today, but whatever. but i do hope we have off tomorrow.
i'm still sick, and i hate it. my temperature is gone, i think. but i'm still coughing a lot, but medecine has been helping. i just want to be healthy so that i'm not tired all of the time and so that i don't have to try to persuade my parents to let me out whenever the chance comes. but last night was the first night in a few that i didn't wake up in the middle of the night with my clothes drenched with sweat. it was really nice.
i hope i get a chance to go to the mall this weekend. i haven't been lately and i need to pick up a few things. plus i like the mall now that i need things from it.
today is my dad's birthday. i'm not quite sure how old he is, but i know it's between 45 and 47. my mom i sgetting a cake to have later and i'm looking forward to that. i hope it's good.
i like 10
|
|
Monday, January 12th, 2004
|
|
|
so i'm finally getting better. i've ben sick isnce the end of last week, but it's not so bad anymore. i'm still waking up musltiple times in the middle of the night drenched with sweat, and i hate it, but that's okay! but saturday was my poppop's mass and i couldn't go. i really wanted to go so i didn't like that. but i guess i can't complain about it now.
so midterms are this week. i'm a little worried, but i'm going to study so i guess i shouldn't be. history's what gets me. i need to step it up with that.
|
|
Thursday, January 1st, 2004
|
| Time: | 11:45 pm. |
| Mood: | calm. | | Music: | rainer maria. |
|
christmas was pretty good this year. i got some nice stuff: a digital camera, a pool table (slightly smaller than most), a new red blanket, a nice warm green hat, a new brown hoodie, a new red hoodie (almost), and a certificate to red lobster. and some little stuff that's not too important. but i liked it all.
new year's was fun. i went to the diner with kelly. then later on, we went to michelle's.
i'm practically out of christmas money already. i don't really know how. i've got two certificates left. one being used on the aqua teen hunger force volume 1 dvd. i'm not sure about the other.
i bought survivor a couple days ago. this is the first time i've ever enjoyed reading. i've decided to do it more often. i think i'll go with invisible monsters next.
kelly and erin came over earlier, and we had fun. ( this is me. resembling mollie )
|
|
Monday, December 22nd, 2003
|
| Time: | 12:32 pm. |
| Mood: | good. | | Music: | the get up kids. |
|
So i'm pretty excited for christmas this year. I actually made an attempt to buy things for my friends, and I think i did a pretty good job. I'm really anxious to give them their gifts. I told my dad what i wanted to get him and my mom, because he'd have to go get it for me, or with me, and he said not to worry about it, and him and my mom agreed that they don't need anything. It was weird, but oh well. I tried. But for some reason, I really can't wait to give my friends their gifts.
I'm only waiting on three more things to come in the mail, and hopefully one or two of them come today. I wouldn't like if they were to come after christmas. And other than that, I've only got one thing to buy, which i've got time for, and i need to finish up something that i'm making, which is almost finished.
So i was kind of hoping to get two somewhat expensive things for christmas this year, both very fun and useful things. I'm not too sure that i'll get both, but who knows. And i'm not too sure what i got from my friends, but if diet pepsi and kit-kat bites got me that happy, then i'm sure i'll like everything.
oh, and the 49ers beat the eagles, and that made me happy.
i'm all for making you happy.
|
|
Wednesday, December 10th, 2003
|
|
|
in my last entry, i mentioned how i've been slipping on ice a lot, and how maybe i'll fall soon. well, today i fell. i had to walk through ice in my driveway to get to paper for my mom, and i stepped onto what i thought was pavement, but there was a very thin layer of ice that i slipped on, and i couldn't just lay there like i knew i'd want to because i had to catch the bus. so it was awkward without the laying down time. oh well.
school wasn't bad. it went by pretty fast. i was kind of freaked out at one point though. nick perno was kissing kristen, and out of the corner of my eye, i saw him looking at me while doing it. i thought that was really weird. but anyway, the rest of the day went by quickly. then i stayed for crew. that was fine. phill seemed to be acting like somewhat of an ass at times though, but i don't really care, it wasn't towards me. and chris was complaining about crew for a good amount of time, which is cool.
so i also talked about how i get weird about stupid things. but i realized that there really isn't anything at all that would make me anything less than happy. so i'm going to try to keep that in mind. plus, there's rarely ever anything that i'd get weird about. i'm pretty lucky, so i don't think it will be hard to stay away from that kind of thing.
|
|
|